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  1. Sanctus

    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    I keep being reminded of a sin which I committed a few years ago but have confessed it and repented of it. It came up again tonight. It hope God forgives me
     
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    He HAS forgiven you. He absolved you in Confession. Be at peace.
     
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    RosaryWielder Founder of Claritas

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    Will pray!
     
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    RoryRory Perseverance

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    Thank you so much
     
  5. Sanctus

    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    Experiencing feelings of abandonment. Was at Mass tonight. I hope God can help me through this darkness
     
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  6. Sanctus

    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    I dont know why God has abandoned me. I keep telling Him I love Him. I felt very close to God a few years ago.
     
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    RosaryWielder Founder of Claritas

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    Praying hard for you.
     
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  8. AED

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    You are --by the sound of it--being given a purification. If you felt close to Him and then it was withdrawn and yet you have been to Confession and continue a life of grace then you must realize He is letting you "live by faith and not by sight"--living your faith with your will and reason and not with your emotions. Its so hard but its so purifying. Once when I was feeling bereft because I wasn't feeling His presence after having had a warm and wondrous relationship with Him--I was looking at a picture of the Sacred Heart feeling very sad that He felt so far away and I distinctly heard His Voice in my heart: " how many want My gifts. How few want My Cross."
    I resolved then and there to accept the Cross for His sake. Consolations are wonderful but loving Him as an act of will with no reward is a huge prayer of love Peter. A powerful powerful prayer.
     
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  9. "Quis ut Deus"

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    The Footprints Prayer
    One night I had a dream…

    I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and
    Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One belonged to me, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before us, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, There was only one set of footprints.

    I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
    and saddest times in my life
    This really bothered me, and I questioned the Lord about it.
    “Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
    You would walk with me all the way;
    But I have noticed that during the
    most troublesome times in my life,
    There is only one set of footprints.
    I don’t understand why in times when I
    needed you the most, you should leave me.

    The Lord replied, “My precious, precious
    child. I love you, and I would never,
    never leave you during your times of
    trial and suffering.
    When you saw only one set of footprints,
    It was then that I carried you.
     
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    Wild Wyoming Wyoming Wanderer

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    St. Faustina I believe experienced this feeling of abandonment as well.
     
  11. Sanctus

    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    I feel I've done something wrong and that God is angry with me. I remember reading her diary and she said she went through "the trial of trials".which was feeling that God abandoned her.
     
  12. AED

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    If you have done something wrong but don't know what it is ask Our Lady of Sorrows to show it to you so you can take it right to confession. In the meantime as St Ignatius advises when in a time of desolation to stay faithful to prayer and the sacraments. Keep to your daily prayer schedule. Keep going to Mass and adoration. Operate on blind dry faith until the Lord removes the desolation. I think Fr Tim Gallagher has talks on this through EWTN on you tube.
     
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    Im a little low and exhausted at the minute prayers for peace and rest..

     
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    Praying for you tonight John.youve had a tough and intense time. I hope you are able to rest and replenish. Praying you receive consolation and healing.
     
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    Early hours all alone
    praying the litany of St John vianney for Brendan..

    Lord, have mercy on us,
    Lord, have mercy on us.
    Christ, have mercy on us,
    Christ, have mercy on us.
    Lord, have mercy on us,
    Lord, have mercy on us.
    Christ, hear us,
    Christ, graciously hear us.
    God the Father of Heaven,
    Have mercy on us.
    God the Son, Redeemer of the world,
    Have mercy on us.
    God, the Holy Spirit,
    Have mercy on us.
    Holy Trinity, One God,
    Have mercy on us.

    Holy Mary, Mother of God,
    Pray for us.
    Saint John-Mary Vianney,
    Pray for us.
    St. John Vianney, endowed with grace from thine infancy, etc.
    St. John Vianney, model of filial piety,
    St. John Vianney, devoted servant of the Immaculate Heart of Mary,
    St. John Vianney, spotless lily of purity,
    St. John Vianney, faithful imitator of the sufferings of Christ,
    St. John Vianney, abyss of humility,
    St. John Vianney, seraph of prayer,
    St. John Vianney, faithful adorer of the Most Blessed Sacrament,
    St. John Vianney, ardent lover of holy poverty,
    St. John Vianney, true son of St. Francis of Assisi,
    St. John Vianney, exemplary Franciscan tertiary,
    St. John Vianney, tender friend of the poor,
    St. John Vianney, penetrated with the fear of God's judgment,
    St. John Vianney, fortified by divine visions,
    St. John Vianney, who was tormented by the evil spirit,
    St. John Vianney, perfect model of sacerdotal virtue,
    St. John Vianney, firm and prudent pastor,
    St. John Vianney, inflamed with zeal,
    St. John Vianney, faithful attendant on the sick,
    St. John Vianney, indefatigable catechist,
    St. John Vianney, who didst preach in words of fire,
    St. John Vianney, wise director of souls,
    St. John Vianney, specially gifted with the spirit of counsel,
    St. John Vianney, enlightened by light from Heaven,
    St. John Vianney, formidable to Satan,
    St. John Vianney, compassionate with every misery,
    St. John Vianney, providence of the orphans,
    St. John Vianney, favored with the gift of miracles,
    St. John Vianney, who didst reconcile so many sinners to God,
    St. John Vianney, who didst confirm so many of the just in the way of virtue,
    St. John Vianney, who didst taste the sweetness of death,
    St. John Vianney, who dost now rejoice in the glory of Heaven,
    St. John Vianney, who givest joy to those who invoke thee,
    St. John Vianney, heavenly patron of parish priests,
    St. John Vianney, model and patron of directors of souls,

    Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
    Spare us, O Lord.
    Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
    Hear us, O Lord.
    Lamb of God, Who takes away the sins of the world,
    Have mercy on us.

    Christ, hear us.
    Christ, graciously hear us.

    V. Pray for us, blessed Jean-Marie Vianney,
    R. That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

    Let Us Pray.

    Almighty and merciful God, Who didst bestow upon blessed
    John Mary Vianney wonderful pastoral zeal and a great fervor for
    prayer and penance, grant, we beseech Thee, that by his example and
    intercession we may be able to gain the souls of our brethren for
    Christ, and with them attain to everlasting glory, through the same
    Lord Jesus Christ Thy Son, Who liveth and reigneth with Thee
    and the Holy Ghost, one God,
    world without end. Amen.
     
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  16. Sanctus

    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    Still experiencing trials of abandonment. I dont know have I done something wrong. I don't feel God or Jesus at all.
     
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    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    I feel very abandoned by God. I dont what to do.
     
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    RosaryWielder Founder of Claritas

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    Still praying.
     
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    Sanctus "Jesus I trust in you!"

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    I was at mass this morning and felt a period of peace and light. I hope Jesus is with me.
     
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    You are never ,ever closer to Jesus than when nailed to the Cross with Him.

    Times of pain and darkness are times of the most enormous inner Spiritual Growth.

    These lead to not only our own Salvation but the Redemption of the Whole World.

    No rain; no flowers.:):)

     
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