hang in there Q. if Jesus is asleep at the stern...I know He's dreaming of the great plan he has for your life and how happy it will make you and your family! I'll pray you get to the next phase of God's plan for your life soon. iits tough I know as God's plan for my life is evolving ever so slowly but I see a light at the end of the tunnel and you will too. God is definitely looking to draw you ever closer to him so you can further detach from the world and rely only on him.
I have always loved the old saying , 'If it is meant for you it will not go by you', for it is very scriptural. Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. An old priest told me the story of a lady who was visited by a policeman who had come to tell her that her son , a fisherman had drowned and his body had been washed up on a local beach. The policeman then said , 'I am sorry for your trouble', To which the old lady at once replied, 'Sure the Will of God is no Trouble. ' What an example. View attachment 1823